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There isn't a picture because i finally said forget it!  

i have the perfect one picked out to share and after 5 times of it not uploading i surrendered to what is and it's not meant to be uploaded right now.  whatever!  

and there isn't a title because i couldn't think of one without causing pain in my head.  

i would say at this point i am not meant to blog....i still have things i wish to say... so here i am.

i have been sick in bed for over 24 hours now so this blog should be interesting.  sitting here in the fish bowl, looking out at the world go by...thanks renee for that description.  i have only had a half a handful of conversations with live people in that time and those were brief and only about how sick i am.

me sick?  i can't believe it!  it's been so long....actually i think this is more on the side of healthy detoxing.  i have been on 100% raw food for well over 30 days now.  it's great to be raw and feeling alive and this sickness is just my body's way of getting rid of old stuff that isn't working anymore.  there really isn't gory details to share with this flu, it's like the flu minus the gore.  i have some symptoms...headache, achy body (my hair even hurts), slight fever, tummy is rejecting all thoughts of food (i can't even look at food without my tummy turning into knots), and some back pain.  so enough about the flu for now.  i am recovering, the worst is over and life goes on.

it goes on alright and i am looking forward to that!

the main thing right now that i am looking forward to is the GLOBAL JUICE FEAST STARTS IN ONE WEEK!!!!  7 days until i get REALLY JUICY!!!  i am a tiny bit nervous and that gets overruled when the excitement rushes in to takes it's place.  can you believe i am getting excited about drinking just juice for 92 days???? i can't!!!!  No mom & dad i will not drop dead i promise!  i just found out the other day that one of my RAW MENTORS has been juice feasting for over 40 days now.  GO DEBBIE GO!!!

just over a year ago i learned about juice feasting from angela stokes from the UK, it was around the time i got into raw living.  i watched her blog - hoping she would survive - she did and that seed got planted in my mind.  it's been watered over the past year and and idea has bloomed for me.  i am ready for all that comes.  literally i have a list of items i will use to support my journey and i have been checking them off the past few days.  i have decided to order a brand new vita-mix and i will have to save up for the green start juicer.  these are the tools i will be using to get my juice.  everyone i have talked to that has juice feasted said that between the two get the vita mix first then then the juicer. so, that's what i will do.  vita mix now and green star next.

before i begin the feast i will be making a list of other ways i plan to clear up my life.  what i expect to accomplish through the feast.  some goals i see happening for myself.  i am not sure if i will be posting them or not but in preparation for the feast i will be doing it for myself.

so this is it for today.  nothing to exciting.  other than everyday that i have been back from Living Light i have been making a new recipe and SUPER inspired by all the hope for future RAW CHEFFING POSSIBILITIES!!!!